Thursday, October 6, 2011

Inspirational Quotes

These are some inspirational quotes which I use when I am absolutely down and need to be motivated . Sometimes, we can be the best motivator to ourselves, no one knows ourselves better than we do =)..













Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Perfect Two

A perfect song for a perfect couple... Love it so much, credit to the person who did this video... It is so lovely isn't it?


Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Life


Hello.. just a brief summary, Alhamdulillah I have graduated last November and my convocation would be on 10th October... Cant wait for it, really miss all my friends and study life. With regards to the convocation, I am very glad that my name has been listed among the top students, couldn't thank Allah more for His endless blessings, help and guidance. I wont be anywhere without you. I am so happy the day I collected my robe and hoping that I'll get the same feedback from some people, however it turned out to be a big disappointment. No one seems to show that they are happy with my success. Im not sure whether it's me who is making it as a big issue or it is really true that they couldn't care less... Whatever it is, I am still happy to be IIUM graduate. Finally the hard work pays when you know you manage to achieve what you always wanted.. Though I am not a 4 flatters but I am very grateful that I successfully completed my studies... Hopefully this will motivate myself to pursue my study to the highest level (PHd). InsyaAllah =)

After the graduation I worked for 5 months at Accenture as HR Analyst. It was a great experience. In doing that job, I need to handle customers from Indonesia, Singapore and ,Malaysia. Its a good start for me to improve my communication skill... After 4 months working there, i received a call from one of the private Institutions in Kuala Lumpur for an interview as a Lecturer (hahahahah.. So damn happy at that time)... So I went for the interview and it went very well... After two weeks I received a postitive feedback from them.. So I resigned from Accenture and join into teaching industry.. Alhamdulillah I have been teaching for 3 months and so far everything is well. I managed to get along with the students, colleague and staff... a day before I join my current working place, I received another call from KPTM, they ask me to start on the same day... Though they pay higher but I believe I've made the right choice...

It's true that people say you cant be rich if you are an academician but I believe we will get the reward in the hereafter if you are a teacher/educator.. Seriously, its not easy to be a teacher, you really need to have patience to deal with the students. Each of them will have their own attitude and we need to have the power  to control, motivate and most importantly educate them... As for this semester, I need to handle 3 classes.. I really enjoy teaching them. Even though it was tough at first but as time goes by, I can cope and managed to handle the students, find for the correct method and share the knowledge that i've with them... It feels really good to make people to know something that they never know before and when they manage to have deep understanding in the topic that we taught them, that would be our great success... Since I am still new, I need to learn a lot, need to revise everyday and need to polish my skills as well... I just pray that Allah gives me enough strength and patience to go through each day and make me a good teacher and I always pray that my students to be good people in this world as well as in the hereafter...As a Muslim, we must have balance life. Never seek worldly pleasure alone because everything that we have now is temporary, when the time comes, we will leave all these things and face our creator. Our good deeds will be rewarded and our bad behaviour will be penalized... Always remember that =)






Wednesday, August 17, 2011

I Miss you a lot~

Dear blog, I really  miss you, sorry for abandoning you for a long time. I will give you love and care in a short time. See you again =) 

Friday, November 5, 2010

Should I, Should I not

This is a week full of frustration, sadness, pressure and failure. Seriously, I am tired of trying to be nice to myself by saying all the good things and please my own heart, I can’t bear with it anymore… Sometimes, we have to deal with the reality… Disappointment after disappointment I have faced made me weak and exhausted. I have tried to be very patience and cool in facing these problems, but I am about to explode~ arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh how much I wish I could scream loudly and let the world know what I have inside…. this burden is too heavy… I need help, I need a shoulder that I can cry on, I need support, I need someone to be by my side, I need someone who is willing to hear what I want to say, I need to be loved and care for. But at this moment, I did not get any of it =(… Poor me, I never feel this miserable in my ENTIRE life…No one knows what I have to face every day; no one knows my sufferings except He…  Oh Allah, I really need you to be by my side right now, give me the strength, give me the courage to continue this life and as you know best, give me guidance. You have the ultimate answer; please show it to me, I am begging you… If this suffering would grant me happiness in the future, give me the power to deal with it, but if it is futile, please end these sufferings…

Confession of a....

I can be forgiving,

I can stop being angry,

I can be understanding,

I can stop sulking without any reason,

But………

No matter how hard I try

I can’t fill in the big hole in my heart by myself… 


Picture: Courtesy of Google

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Tonight I Wanna Cry-Keith Urban

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

(Chorus:)
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with this pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Playing with sounds =D


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My love for you is so divine,
I wish it could forever be mine

Sueraya 

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Treasure
Can bring pleasure
Pressure
Can bring torture

Sueraya 

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When I look into my eye,
I started to fly,
Thinking of all those lie,
Makes me started to cry,
Memory we cannot buy begins to capture in my eye,
Why you said you want to try,
When you are actually shy,
It’s easy to say hi,
It’s hard to say goodbye.

Sueraya

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~IMPERFECTION~

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This silence is killing me 
Nothing to figure drive me mad
Doing nothing is boring
Being alone make me silly