Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Anxiety kills!

Priority in life... this is an issue which create headache in many people lives. if we don't know our priority, many things will be neglected, wrong decision will be made and many regrets will come later on in life. for me, i am still figuring out what are my priorities, name it family, study, love, career, money???? yeah, right now, im facing a great pressure and headache as i can't decide what i should focus first. sometimes, i spend too much time thinking of unnecessary things, but when i don't think, i feel incomplete. at this moment, i am in the stage of leaving studying time (my comfort zone) and enter a new phase, which is far more challenging! yup, i know it is. everyday, these questions will cross my mind
  • will i get a job?
  • does the job suits me?
  • will it be the job that I've been wanting all these while?
  • will what i earn enough to support myself and help my family?
sometimes i feel very tense thinking of all those things, i am anxious, miserable and depressed... i know, thinking alone won't solve the problem, but what i do know is expectation that is put on me is high and i am very afraid to let people down especially when i know how much they are hoping. sigh... For now, i want to stop worrying about other things, please focus my dear! you should study as this is the final semester, don't waste your time thinking. okey? when the right time comes, then you can continue contemplating. As said before don't make the wrong decision or else you will regret it for the rest of your life. so, put it this way,

Study


Career


MONEY

(don't think too much on this one, make use of what you have. Allah knows best, if you are lacking of this, take it as a test and for the future, just pray for the best)

Insya'Allah everything will run smoothly. " If we trust in ourselves, embrace our faults, and brazen it out with courage, strength and bravery, FATE may just smile upon us"

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